It can get tiresome and exhausting to confront genuinely evil and genuinely intelligent people. But I know that it is because inside of me, what I've always known to be true, is the goodness overflowing from the human heart - the soul, which Evil shall never know, let alone understand.

It is out of that spark of Eternal goodness, granted to me, that I choose to honour above all else and willingly undergo the hardship of real life heroism, so that you - and everyone, will have the joy of living in a world where Evil has no hold. Where you aren't afraid to follow your heart, and live your dreams, and make others' hopes come true with the greatest joy.

Because I will always be here.

- James - QDesjardin - Queen Dairy - EmpressDairy

UPDATE: Because of my psychic sensitivity, I feel things in my heart. Moments, other people's emotions. Right now there's a caustic burning. I believe this emotion comes from the combination of Emily, AnkGrooger (who proudly hails from the UK), and Joshua (of Kiwi Farms infamy). Let alone other Black Hole NPCs who lie and defraud others for a living, like Rob Ager or Fredrik Knudsen (Down the Rabbit Hole YouTube documentary series).

They absolutely hate me and my guts.

Which means I did well.

My younger self always longed for a hero, or rather, a heroine to stand up for all his troubles, loneliness, being misunderstood. To stand up against those evil motherfuckers who lurk in plain sight wearing the public veneer of respectability.

I sought for that heroine in others over the years for so long, when in reality, it has always been me.

If I stepped backwards in time to let my younger self know what will happen.. would he be proud of me?

Unquestionably so.